Mystery magic goal: day 1. Or something. Query: Do I have the willpower?
Only time will tell.
It’s so easy to fall out of love with yourself. So easy to think it can’t possibly happen to you. Which is actually stupider in my case than it would be for a healthy percentage of people. I need to get ‘this doesn’t make you a bad person’ tattooed on the inside of my eyelids.
Okay, those five minutes of typing are all the self-pity I get. On this topic at least. Self-pity fixes nothing.
What doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger. And best to shed bad habits before I go and do difficult things, like have a real life.