Mystery magic goal: day 1. Or something. Query: Do I have the willpower?

Only time will tell.

*sigh*

It’s so easy to fall out of love with yourself. So easy to think it can’t possibly happen to you. Which is actually stupider in my case than it would be for a healthy percentage of people. I need to get ‘this doesn’t make you a bad person’ tattooed on the inside of my eyelids.

Okay, those five minutes of typing are all the self-pity I get. On this topic at least. Self-pity fixes nothing.

What doesn’t kill you only makes you stronger. And best to shed bad habits before I go and do difficult things, like have a real life.